Schools going okay, I'm am now finally off at college. I actually have several things that I should be doing this morning. Classes start today and I don't know how I feel. I'm a little nervous about them. I only have one today though. my other three are on Mon, Wed , and Frid's . I'm only taking 12 credits this semester which should help to make the transistion easier. I also have Work study for ten hours a week and will be working in the Library. I'm happy about that but I have to work on Saturdays. oh well. I've meet several others who are Christians on my floor and I hope to get closer to them. Sarah my roommate is really cool. I've actually enjoyed myself during Orientation. And the food in the dining hall isn't that bad. there's not to much to do in the way of fun but I'm sure that I will discover stuff to do. I just can't wait to be on a regular sceduale again.

Every time I read my friends blogs or think of them and my family I get a little teary eyed. It's going to be hard giving up thoughs things and dealing with the change. When every I meet people I hope that I will find them to be just like my friends, but they're not, they are different, they are their own person. I'm just always weary of the unfamiliar. God is all I have left. And I realize this more and more as I go through each day. That he is going to be the one to get me through it and to grow me as a person as I go through these changes. just as I relied on Him in highschool I am going to have to rely on Him even more now. I just pray that I will always be in His hands and that I won't take my life into my own. I have also begun the search for a church to go to. From the looks of it right now it's going to take me a little while.