Hey, yeah right now I'm just feeling a little emotionally and in other senses dead, so I'll probably write more when I'm more alive. For some reason everytime I get on here I know there is so much going on that I want to tell but I just don't know how or I think I'll do it later. So maybe later when I come out of my hole I'm digging. Right know a hermit's life sounds really good to me or maybe I'll take a vow of silience and become a monk. actually that doesn't sound to bad. They have a pretty nice life, they get to serve God all the time, nothing is complicated for them. I think I'll become a monk. but I'm already dead, so that doesn't work. Maybe I'll write more when I feel like speaking from the grave. Later...